‘What did you expect Leonie?’ Marilyn Ward pauses, the towels she is about to put into the airing cupboard still in her arms. ‘Why would Kester and Helen want you there? You’ve done nothing but badmouth her ever since she started going out with him and your behaviour at that party of Kester’s won’t be forgiven or forgotten by anyone!’ She separates the towels into their appropriate piles and closes the door with a firm snap.
‘Half the village are going and some of them hardly know Kester at all. I’ve known him forever’ Leonie mutters sullenly from the bed, leaning on one elbow and idly flicking through a magazine.
‘You just don’t get it do you?’
‘What’s to get? That was ages ago’ She pouts.
‘Not in their minds it won’t be. He was furious. Forgiving he may be but that was just too much…for him…and for everyone. If you’d gone and apologised at the time….’
‘Apologised?’ Leonie shakes her head and smiles sarcastically.
‘Yes…I know the concept is foreign to you…but if you had…you might have been able to smoothe things over…’
‘Okay….so I’ll go and apologise’ Leonie huffs and swings her legs off the bed, annoyed at the interruption to her reading. She checks her hair in the mirror and leans forward to investigate a mark on her chin.
Marilyn stands firm and not to be put off. ‘It’s a bit too late for that now and I hope you’ve learned something. You can’t treat people the way you do and hope to get away with it’ she says, closing the bedroom door so not to be overheard. She lowers her voice ‘And that includes me and your Dad. He very nearly called your bluff, you know, and insisted you get out when you threw that wobbly before’
‘What wobbly?’ Leonie rubs at the dirty mark with a tissue.
‘See? There are so many of them, even you don’t remember what’s what or what you’ve said. I’ve got used to you speaking to me like dirt…but your father… it came as a bit of a shock to him to see you in action’
‘Yeah, right’
‘Yes, right. You’ve always been a bit of a Daddy’s girl but I’m telling you…now that he’s seen what I see most days, he’s not happy, Leonie’ She softens her words with a careful smile. ‘You think I like being at loggerheads with you? We always got on before..’
‘Before what?’ Leonie rounds on her. ‘Before I finished with Simon and had to come back here?’
‘Well…yes….And you didn’t have to come back…not if you didn’t want to’
‘Where else was I supposed to go?’
Marilyn shrugs. ‘No idea… but if we were the only port in that particular storm, I think I might be a bit upset’
‘I had no choice, mum. I had nothing…not a bean’
‘What do you mean?’
‘What do you think I mean? I was broke. I couldn’t afford a down payment on a cardboard box in a doorway let alone a flat’
‘But…you two never seemed to be short of money…He’d got a good job’
‘Yes and spent every cent he earned….and more besides!’
‘So…’Marilyn hesitates to say anything. ‘All this…high living’
Leonie smiles at the expression but ruefully rather than unkindly. ‘Was on tick. He owed thousands. Probably still does…and me like a bloody fool thought I was set for life. I didn’t find out half of this until after I’d dumped him…when people started chasing me for money!’
‘Oh, Leonie’ Marilyn sinks onto the bed. ‘Why on earth didn’t you say?’
‘And have you laugh?’
‘I wouldn’t have laughed. You know I wouldn’t. Is this why you’ve been so grumpy?’
‘It hasn’t helped’ Leonie sits beside her ‘But no’ she sighs ‘Mum…I’m sorry. I know I’ve been a cow…I hear myself but I just can’t stop. It’s like…oh I don’t know…why should everyone else be happy when I’m feeling so miserable… But…most of all…I thought…hoped..’
‘That you’d get together with Kester?’ Marilyn asks gently.
Leonie nods. ‘I know that sounds stupid when I was all ready to settle down with Simon…but I thought…’
‘He’d realise he’d missed out and come looking for you?’
‘In a way…yes’
‘You’re surely not telling me that getting serious with Simon was to make Kester jealous? You hadn’t ever given him any idea you were interested….well…not in years’
‘I know’ Leonie sighs again. ‘Too many romantic novels and trashy magazines, that was my problem. Life’s not like that is it?’
‘It certainly ain’t!’ Marilyn says with a wry laugh. ‘Leonie…there’s nothing you can do about Kester now. He’s made his choice…and quite frankly…like I said before, you made him so angry that even if he and Helen were to split up tomorrow, he wouldn’t even consider asking you out. You’ve got a lot of ground to make up there, with all of them’
‘Tell me what to do, Mum. I don’t even like myself very much right now’
‘Oh, sweetheart, come here’