‘Oh…hello!’ Helen smiles although her eyes show confusion ‘I didn’t expect you’
‘Didn’t you?’ Stephanie scowls as she wipes her feet of snow on the oversized doormat by the door and walks past her, unbuttoning her coat.
‘No’ Helen looks more confused ‘I thought you’d be off with Nathan enjoying …if not bikini weather, something a bit warmer than this. I’m glad you’re here though..’ she follows her into the staff room ‘I was going to talk to you about seeing if we could get you transferred here permanently, what with Marie’s post being vacant’
‘I don’t think so….and I’m not with Nathan any more’
‘You’re not?’ Helen stops short ‘But….I’m sorry…I didn’t realise…’
‘Well you do now!’ Stephanie glares at her ‘And don’t try and tell me you didn’t know anything about it’ She takes shoes from a plastic carrier bag and drops them on the floor before bending to unzip her boots. ‘You, of all people had to know!’
‘Me? Well, I didn’t, I can assure you. I’m really sorry to hear that, truly I am. Was…was there a disagreement of some sort?’
‘Oh, give over, Helen!’ Stephanie says scathingly ‘Who do you think you are kidding?’
‘I’m sorry?’
‘Don’t get all hoity with me! You know exactly what’s happened, it’s your bloody sister he’s got pregnant!’
‘What! Helen gasps in shock and her mouth falls open ‘Blythe? Blythe is pregnant?’
‘Nice try’ Stephanie scoffs, setting her boots under the coat rack and pushing her way past Helen and into the staff room.
‘I promise you; I know nothing about this at all!’ Stunned, Helen slowly lowers herself onto a chair. ‘Blythe…and Nathan?’ she sounds incredulous. ‘I know they….but…’ she stutters to an uncomfortable halt ‘but…. that was months ago! I would have noticed. Good heavens, she would have been out here by now’
‘The ‘once’ he told you about?’ Stephanie snorts cynically ‘Well, I’ve got news for you; it wasn’t just the ‘once’ after your wedding. Oh yes’ she says bitterly ‘he told me all about that. This was much more recent and oops, guess what?’
‘Oh, Stephanie’ Helen reaches out to lay a hand on her arm. ‘I had no idea, honestly I hadn’t. I really can’t believe…’
Stephanie shrinks from her touch. ‘You think I can?’ she yells, backing away and hugging her arms across her body. ‘You think I want to believe he’d do that after all he’s said?’ Her arms tighten as she tries to control the persistent trembling that runs through her.
‘But he loves you!’ Helen scrapes back her chair to go to her. ‘He loves you so much. I know he does. I know that for a fact. He wouldn’t have…’
‘He told me!’ Stephanie refuses to be comforted, her eyes flaring wildly as she shrugs off Helen’s hand.
‘I really don’t know what to say’ Helen mumbles in total bewilderment. Suddenly shaky, she feels for the table behind her to steady herself. ‘To say I’m shocked would be an understatement’
‘You’re shocked? How the hell do you think I feel?’
‘Devastated, I should imagine’ Helen sinks onto the chair ‘Blythe said nothing …nothing’ her eyes glaze and she frowns as she tries to make sense of it all. ‘She was full of this new job and said nothing at all about….being pregnant. And she didn’t tell me? She must have told Nathan...obviously….and he didn’t tell me either?’
Stephanie eyes her resentfully. ‘This isn’t about you!’ her mouth contorts with the effort of holding back tears. ‘Don’t you care that she’s ruined my life?’
‘Of course I care!’ Helen bites back ‘ But don’t forget Nathan had a part in this too!’
‘You’re defending what she did? She KNEW we were going out. She KNEW we were serious about each other!’
‘No, no, I’m not…but….’
‘This isn’t going to work’ Stephanie reddens ‘I’m going. I thought I could cope with being here with you…but I can’t…’ She collects her coat and boots from the cloakroom and stands with them in her arms. ‘You think I’m just livid with her? You think I’m not hurt at what he’s done too’ she asks in a tight voice ‘I am! I’m in so much pain; I don’t know what to do with myself’ Her eyes swim as her control wavers. ‘He should never have done what he did but he’s not made of stone. I’ve seen the way she’s all over him. I’ve seen it for myself. She’s nothing but a slag! I can’t stay here with someone who thinks that’s an okay way to behave’
‘Stephanie’ Helen pleads in a soothing whisper, moving forward to stop her leaving ‘I’m not my sister. Don’t let this spoil our friendship, please’
‘I’m so angry!’
‘But not at me surely? I knew nothing of this, nothing at all’
Stephanie glares, opening her mouth to speak but emitting only a low keening sound as her face crumples. ‘I hurt!’